CCL -- I have too much.......

My HB is always busy with work and he like to help people. Most of the time his time is fully occupied with so much of things. I should be thankful for having such a good husband and I am just feeling proud of him! Of course and I always believe this deeply, one thing that always keep me put so much of trust and love in him is that he is always there for me whenever I need him , I fully understand that he has been trying his best to give the best he has to me and the family..... Today, he is insisting to send me to a funeral despite he is tired after a full day of outdoor activities, just because he knows I will be sad and afraid when i am there! He is protecting me and I really feel loved and touched. In fact that is always the way to keep our love journey going on and on......

CCL -- we come and see you again!

we are dropping by to see you again --- my dear mother! How are you doing ? I pray that you are good in another world. I am sorry as I just could not control my tears from dropping while I am standing there! Perhaps I miss you very much which I really cannot tell how much from my heart! It was raining day and something special has happened, the rain just stopped after we put the flowers beside you! Wan can read your heart and he knows you want to see the kids ( we kept them in the cars with the helper while it was raining). Finally, we are all here to see you again........ I like your picture , your smiling face and it is always in my mind!

CCL -- Enough?

I am creating happy moments for myself for every minute that I am spending! I am blessed that my parents still with me. I can work with my lovely collegues and so fortunate to have an understood and caring boss. I am happy when I could complete my jobs on time. I am so much better off than other who are riding on motorcycles while I am driving home. I am glad that i have 3 happy kids. I am good because husband and myself are maintaining a lovely relationship. What is enough? But what I am pretty sure now is, i have enough to wear, enough to eat, enough place to stay, i almost have everything enough but not the time? I just have too many things to do........

CCL -- My Beautiful Mother

Mummy --- you are remained as beautiful as you used to be...... you are just special to me ! I love you!

CCL -- Our Beautiful Bangkok Trip

The pictures can tell ---- I am happy! I am too good and blessed to be her daughter, her sister!

CCL -- miss my parents

Everybody, all the kiddos and daddy already slept tight and having their dreams at this moment except the mummy -- that's me! Many thoughts are in my mind....

I am feeling lost.... I miss my parent esp my mother. I am praying that she is alright and I really hope that I could see them soon! Don't get anything wrong here, both of them are in my hometown. I have been more than 1 month I did not see them and I really miss them! The last met was during the hospital check and it was a rush one! 

I am growing with my kids, and I can feel how hard my parents have been gone through and how tough they are. I am grateful and proud to have them around me. Thanks for giving a live to me and love me unconditionally. Now, I just want you happy and healthy everyday. I cannot repay what you have done for me but I  will make sure I will be good all time as I shouldn't let both of you worry about me too much. I am sorry if I have done anything wrong that made you worried and disappointed. I really blessed to have your forgiveness with not condition. That's called love and it is carving in my heart!

I love you and how wish I could be always by your side to serve you. 

CCL -- A good husband

We are working parents , we use to spend our weekend for the family errants like visiting wet market and sending kids for activities.

Luckily we have a strong and patient daddy to share the burden with mummy. Life is busy and challenging , every moment is our learning point. It is always fill with love and meaningful. All the kiddos are growing with fun and laughter !There are many more years to come and let expect more exiting days to come.......

1, 2-- get ready
3,4 -- here we go
5,6 -- let's do it
7,8 -- we are a team
9&10 -- just enjoy it

The more we experience , will be the closer we are! Love you darling and you are my hero! Opps!! Should be our (mummy and kiddos) hero!

CCL- Reading Fun

Mummy always believes --things will be getting better and easier if practices start early... turning even better if it become a habit. But of course with the reasonable starting point, but question again --- when and how? JE has to be trained be independently by now. A lot of time mummy will ask her to manage thing by herself. Mummy always explain all kind of doubt that she has. In mummy's eye, JiaEnn always is the good learner, she always open her mind and heart for new things, which being a main factor to make her grow. This is important, because Jia Enn has to set a good example for the brothers. Mummy and the kids are started reading with fun ways...... If JiaEnn ok, she is encouraged to read a story book / dance in front of daddy and mummy -- just to build up her confident level to speak up. Mummy never point out (on the spot but later) if she spelled or read any wrong word as this is not fit the purpose in this session. JiaEnn is cheered up by our clapping sound or praising words. We will not force her to present to anyone if she refuses to, because we know, evern just a kid, also deserved a right to make her own desicion.....to have her own stand. There are many interesting and colorful stories books are stored -- to boost kids curiousity. Kids will get attracted whenever they see cute and colorful characters and will interest to know more about the stories. There are always many exciting guessing talks about the stories before mummy go into the details of a story book, such as "why the princess running in a jungle (Cinderella stories)? A really fun activities to spend with kids. It also creates spaces for children to to share their views and expression. Sometime Kids would be the story teller, at this point, I think kids could be very creative. YewXuan and YewKai could not read well at this stage, most of the time they are creating they own story by guessing from the pictures! It is good to see kids can think of new stories from story book and mummy will give them kisses and hugs to acknowledge their good work. Kids are also encouraged to draw out their imagination or story on a paper. There will be no bad comment or judge on their drawings. Some nice drawings are paste on the wall and this is a good way to boost kid's confident. YewKai who is just turning 2 this year just feeling good and happy while pointing to daddy mummy on his drawing (in fact it is just a scribbling) on the wall.