Even though it just 4am in the morning, but there was something or somebody to wake me up!! I just want to send her out from my home. I could not follow HB to airport as I got to take care of both kids. When Musiati said to me; "Kakak, I pulang dulu".... my tears has dropped. I really feel sad because she is leaving me and the family soon. However on the planet of my heart, I do feel happy for her as it really a time for her to go back to her hometown to reunion with her hushand, son and family. I know it time for me to let her go....Musiati has been with me for 4 years plus, we are closed and working so well with each other. She know my style well and good to me! She loves JE and YX and they love her too.
I am feeling glad that I have chosen the right decision - to take charge of night shift to take care of my both darlings. They use to same room with me unless I am on travel or business trip. At least, it is easier for me to adjust well when she has left us.
Mid Valley, Kuala Lumpur, Dec 2007
Sometime, I will ask JE: " where is kakak?'. JE will tell me that "kakak balik kampong to see her son and husband.". I am so glad JE so understandable. Whereas YX, probably he still very young and do not know about her leaving but he did go in and out the room which Musiati used to sleep in. He miss her too!!
Without Musiati, my life as usual, still be different as what I used to be.....
I would like to take this opportunity to thank Musiati for spending these few years with us and I wish we could meet sometime again!!
This picture was taken during the 1st year Musiati come to our family
Jurong Sport Centre, Singapore, Jan 2010
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