JE class will be scheduled on saturday as the traffic towards the class directionwas back. I am so happy as I can be sitting on sofa for my favorite tv show! A bit BUT -- YX always not standing at my side! The more I enjoying the show the more he sticky to me, the more he asking for anything . Of course I have to keep him accompanionship as I know he need my attention on him. However , the more I give, the more he ask, this round cry for sweet, another round cry for milk, play his DVD despite everyone is watching the tv show -- I was really angry and cannot control myself anymore!
Strong in appearance but yet soft in heart!!
A song for you -- You Gotta Be by Des'ree
Listen as your day unfolds
Challenge what the future holds
Try and keep your head up to the sky
Lovers, they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
Stand up and be counted
Don't be ashamed to cry
You gotta be
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day
Herald what your mother said
Readin' the books your father read
Try to solve the puzzles in your own sweet time
Some may have more cash than you
Others take a different view
My oh my heh, hey
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day
Don't ask no questions, it goes on without you
Leaving you behind if you can't stand the pace
The world keeps on spinning
You can't stop it, if you try to
This time it's danger staring you in the face
Oh oh oh Remember
Listen as your day unfolds
Challenge what the future holds
Try and keep your head up to the sky
Lovers, they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
My oh my heh, hey, hey
You gotta be
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day
Yes you are right, the stupid mummy has scolded and beaten him, the most I hated myself was I locked him in a dark room and I think I have frightened him, he was trembling with loud crying voice! Am I heartless?? No no... I am not, my heart is bleeding, my tears is dripping... But what should I do? I really cannot let myself to compromise in everything he is asking for. No blamming on anyone please. I have chosen to be a working mother, it is my fault not handling well in both...but how to draw a balance line?? I shall be more practising --- Stop, Look & Vote....
"Mummy, don't be sad, we are loving you, please don't cry for nothing, I am here for you." I was puzzled but yet I was feeling happy and comfy as these being from my 4 year old daughter -- JE. It was totally touching me, I was speechless. It has reminded me to care about small thinking & feeling in whatever I do as they are hearing...they are watching... they are observing
I should know what I actually want to see -- to have my kids grow well and happy all time! YX is about to turning 3 years next year. He is so real, direct, vunerable and spontaneous in any place, any time..How can I expect to much from him? I just want them to be my side, hugging them... Darlings, mummy love you!!
Challenge what the future holds
Try and keep your head up to the sky
Lovers, they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
Stand up and be counted
Don't be ashamed to cry
You gotta be
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day
Herald what your mother said
Readin' the books your father read
Try to solve the puzzles in your own sweet time
Some may have more cash than you
Others take a different view
My oh my heh, hey
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day
Don't ask no questions, it goes on without you
Leaving you behind if you can't stand the pace
The world keeps on spinning
You can't stop it, if you try to
This time it's danger staring you in the face
Oh oh oh Remember
Listen as your day unfolds
Challenge what the future holds
Try and keep your head up to the sky
Lovers, they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
My oh my heh, hey, hey
You gotta be
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day
"Mummy, don't be sad, we are loving you, please don't cry for nothing, I am here for you." I was puzzled but yet I was feeling happy and comfy as these being from my 4 year old daughter -- JE. It was totally touching me, I was speechless. It has reminded me to care about small thinking & feeling in whatever I do as they are hearing...they are watching... they are observing
I should know what I actually want to see -- to have my kids grow well and happy all time! YX is about to turning 3 years next year. He is so real, direct, vunerable and spontaneous in any place, any time..How can I expect to much from him? I just want them to be my side, hugging them... Darlings, mummy love you!!
Another sunny day, another big smile again --- my silly boy
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